Chicago is buried under 2 feet of snow right now and Hawaii can't come soon enough. I have never seen anything like that blizzard we had on Tuesday, even after living in Toronto for four years.
30 days from today, and so much to do.
I began my 30 day Sadhana this morning at 7 am. I'm going to try to move this up to 5 am, however its hard when I don't go to sleep until around midnight.
I need to get my hurr did.
I need a pedicure in the worst way.
I need to stop spoiling myself, since I know Buddhists don't do that. But maybe I can be a new wave Buddhist. LOL. I will never be able to meld myself into the mold of one religion, will I. Kevin says to just be me. I think for once I'll take his advice.
My auditions at DePaul are this Saturday. I feel as if I'm on the edge of achieving my dreams but I'm so cautious to proceed because I have been burned so badly. I'm so scared this won't work out. April 3rd seems like such a lifetime away, and I'll be in Hawaii and my mom will have to call and tell me and I don't know how I'll take the news if its negative.
But everyone is 99% sure it won't be. Everyone except me. >.<